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I binged on black beans today.

And I couldn’t purge them all.

And it’s 4am, I’m laying in the floor, in pain.

I’m bloated, and so uncomfortable. 😭

Never again.

Maybe this will be my last binge.

I really hope it is. Been dealing with this for too many years. Therapists haven’t helped. The only medication that has helped, causes heart issues.

I have to figure out how to do this on my own.

This shouldn’t be this hard to stop.