Just got weighed at the doctors...

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I'm at my biggest weight. 220.8 at 5 foot 7. I'm 18 weeks pregnant and started at 198. This is such a hard pill to swallow, especially having ED. I know I can't go back to my old ways with my precious angel in my tummy. Any other ladies out there with ED that can help me?

I went out yesterday to look for maternity clothes. And clothes in general. None of the clothes were big girl friendly and if they were they were expensive. I spent almost $100 on only two bras and that was with a sale. It was so degrading seeing all the beautiful cute clothes of skinny girls. And I know my hubby wishes I was thinner. I'm so depressed and upset about this whole situation...