Mad or jealous

Idk if I'm posting this on the right group but oh well.

I really don't know if I'm mad or jealous, I see friends 4-5 weeks post partum already at the clubs. Like does your coochie not hurt? 💀 am I wrong to judge for them leaving their babies so young to go drink? My son will be 2 in august, the first time I went out drinking was when he was 9 months and I haven't gone out since.

Another reason I'm kinda salty is bc my friend had a baby and she said only family could meet him during the first few months bc of COVID so I completely understood. But 2 weeks ago her best friend got to meet him and she's been going out 2 weekends in a row already. Like what happened to COVID? The baby just turned 1 month.

I guess I'm done venting