I wish it was easy like it is for most. My heart really is so full of a special kind of love that is just dieing to give to a special little someone that is half me & half the love of my life.

My periods due & hasn’t come yet. I’m waiting for my period cos I know it will come, & refuse to take a test. I’ve Never seen a positive sign & I’m not going to let myself down even more then I know I’ll already be.

I’m just so down within myself all the time & I just don’t really know what to do or how to react anymore.

Lord please give me strength & bless me with the one thing I want more then anything.

TTC for 3+ years at the age of 22 years old & it never gets easier 💔