life during college

Due to covid and the stress it has caused my life i unfortunately failed my first semester of college at my dream school and had to unenroll. And it wasn’t just because of hard classes or covid, i felt so home sick that it caused a depression i’ve never expected. I want to go back to this school more than anything. I was so excited to start college and be an adult but now i would just do anything to go back. i hate being this age and i constantly feel like i wont be able to push through and get a good career. I just want to know if im the only one. I feel like everyone around me succeeds and has fun but i cant seem to get a handle of either.