I’m just uncontrollably a mess today

Hello ladies! I am super emotional, completely bitchy and giving everyone attitude for no reason. I have zero patience for my two year old and just feel like going to sleep - I’m not tired. Ugh. I have a scheduled c-section on the 19th which CANNOT come soon enough. Just one of those days. I’m done. I’m ready for baby and the ability to pee without cramping/contracting. I’m Ready to be able to put my pants on without holding onto the dresser, ready to wear shoes that tie or buckle, not just slip on because I can’t bend over, ready to fit my son on my lap at my breakfast nook, ready to lay in my back again, ready to walk without pain, ready to feel like a person again. I’m ready. Sorry - rant over.