My mother just held my head in a toilet to drown me a few hours ago. She called me a useless autistic piece of shit and that nobody loves me. I told her dad loves me and she said "Well you're never gonna see him again bitch!" The reason she did this?(TW) Because I told her she was wrong to side with my brothers rapists. My little brother is 9 and no longer lives with us. Cps removed him her friends sexually abused him with objects until he almost bleed to death... They removed him and he is living happy with a foster family. I have only seen him a few times since he was removed. She chose her friends and I said that was wrong so I ended up with my head in the toilet and she told me if she wanted to kill me she could have already. The reason I can't see my dad is because he's in jail for 60 days for warrant reasons. Nothing super serious just a bunch of unpaid tickets. This is my life and with no where to go I'm stuck here with this bitch.

I'm 18 almost 19. I've called the cops on her before but she just tells them because of my autism I get stressed and make up things. So the cops here think I'm low functioning or something because they don't take me seriously😞