I'll be 18 weeks + 3 tomorrow and my anatomy scan is in the morning. I haven't seen her since I was 6 weeks.

I feel like I've barely had symptoms the last few weeks and I still haven't had any clear movement so I'm really anxious. I barely have a bump. I just look bloated. I'm so worried that they're going to do the ultrasound and she won't be ok.

I thought that my anxiety would be relieved the closer we got to this day but I feel like I'm just spiraling.

And I keep seeing women in the 2nd trimester announcing their losses and it's just really got my nerves shot.

Idk. Just needed to vent somewhere.

I've been trying to stay positive but that gets exhausting.