The pill

I’m 17 and sexually active and I have hormonal acne. I feel like being on the pill is right for me. However my parents do not, they are worried the emotional side effects aren’t worth it and will make my mental health decline. I’m more worried about getting pregnant. I can’t tell them that because they would prevent me from seeing my boyfriend. I discovered the pill club and I might be able to pull it off if I do it right. I could maybe have the package delivered to my boyfriends house or a friends house. My concern is my already existing anxiety. If anyone has any ideas on what to do please comment. Also if anyone has used the pill club pills, please share your experience. I’m trying to figure out what’s right for me.