Struggling with self growth & self love

ari marie👸🏼 • Just a beautiful soul with positive vibes 🤎 ✨

hey ladies!

i’ve been knowing i’m myself biggest critic. i’m so good at putting my self down and judging every little thing about myself and i let my insecurities get the best of me. and for these things i feel like i put out bad energy for my self i bring this sadness to myself when i shouldn’t. and to be honest.. i hate it!! i try talking to myself to convince myself otherwise i listen to podcast (which i never do) i’m reading books (which i never do) hey i even dyed my hair blonde lololol i try to stay positive all the time but you know sometimes reality hits us hard and makes us lose focus. idk maybe i am growing in ways i don’t even notice?

recently i’ve been looking into crystal healing and meditation healing but i have no experience in the field..

i guess i want to change my ways and how think about myself for the better but without losing myself my personality and who i really am.

if you guys have any tips or know about the crystals/meditation

xoxo- ari ✨🤎