Pregnancy loss đź’”

La

Hey guys, unfortunately that positive beta led to the most heartbreaking thing. We had to terminate my pregnancy yesterday because the embryo didnt develop and it was an empty sac …. We will be able to start again in the fall but to say im heartbroken is an understatement. I cannot believe after all the trouble to <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">nurture</a> and implant that embryo i had to surgically remove it. My husband told a few people we’ve had a miscarriage but it doesnt feel like that to me, he didnt want to tell anyone about the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> process but miscarriage is fine for him i guess. Also i didn’t miscarry, they terminated the pregnancy it’s different to me. But now I am buckling myself up to « advises » from clueless people who dont mean bad that will say: « don’t worry you ll get pregnant again » when they dont know a thing about what i had to go through to get pregnant in the first place… anyway this is very raw so maybe im oversharing and im over emotional… also had to deal with nurses who thought i just didn’t want the baby and were telling me to not feel guilty about having an abortion 👍 thanks. Anyway what a rollercoaster … on the bright side we still have two embryos grade 4AA and I know with a bit of time i ll be okay and ready to start again ♥️