I need some uplifting

So we started try for #2 because June baby is 2 and we want our babes 3 year apart give or take. Well we had sex on my peak day and the following days. Which was 12th+ so now I’m really struggling with waiting to HCG test because I don’t want to be disappointed like I did the past couple of months. I really want a sibling for baby girl & I love that my husband is actually wanting another baby (he came to me about trying for #2). I just feel dejected because I’m afraid i won’t be able to even though it was so easy the 1st time around with June Baby. I could just use some encouragement. I’m only like 4-5 dpo, so I know I’m in the waiting window, but I’m just sad preemptively. I’m not usually overly emotional but I seem to be the past couple of days as the reality of the possibility of another negative test. I’ve been cramping, but my period might have been due already according to one app and it could be the last week of this month according to this app. I just need some encouragement. Thanks ladies. Love y’all 💖