10dpo and BFN

I feel like I’m out this month. I see people posting 10dpo and earlier with positives 😭 I can’t see myself getting a BFP this month, again!

I’ve been trying so hard for the last 9 months. I don’t know why it’s not happening for me. The only thing I’ve ever wanted is a child and I find myself having to talk myself out of it now as I’m 34 and feel I’ll run out of time. I’m so sad rn 😞