Cycle issues after miscarriage

Chelsey

UGH, I am starting to become very frustrated with my body. Me and my boyfriend started trying for our first in October 2020 and conceived in November. In March we lost our baby and my body did not bounce back very well. I waited almost 2 months for my period to come and the got it twice within 1 month. The third one was more normal, that one was about 25 days later. Because my cycle is all over the place I have no idea when I should be ovulating. I bought test kits and took them the week I thought I would be ovulation in.. still nothing. It’s so frustrating not knowing what my body is doing! We did have sex three times the week right after my period (a week earlier than estimated ovulation) about a week later I experienced spotting for half a day (the same as implantation bleeding during my first pregnancy) then had the same type of cramping 3-4 days afterwards and slightly warmer temps in the AM. I started to think maybe I was pregnant again, so I took two tests.. one last Monday and one on Friday, they both came back negative. Probably too early even if I were pregnant. To make matters more frustrating, since my period has been so inconsistent I have no idea when I should be expecting my it so I have no idea when I can take another test. My intuition says I’m pregnant but at the same time maybe I’m just trying to convince myself of it because I want it so bad. Sorry for the long winded paragraph, I just needed to vent. Has anyone had experience with ovulating right after period? Or not ovulating at all!? I’m starting to think maybe I’m not able to have kids..