I get so anxious during tww

Brittany

I get anxious and I try not to symptom spot anymore, because to many times I have been let down.I feel like it’s not going to happen to me anyways going on 7 months of trying and I had a chemical last month.My last pregnancy test I thought I had a positive, but it was a bad indent and when I had my chemical last month I had implantation spotting and I had it with my last pregnancy with my son.So now I am 6dpo and I keep thinking if I don’t see implantation spotting I am not pregnant.Right now I have no symptoms besides I have been peeing a lot and going to the bathroom more than normal.