Rant post

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So, this morning, I wake up to use the bathroom, didn't think nothing of it, go in the bathroom and find my husband masterbating. And before you all go omg she's so toxic, omg she's so nosey, omg he needs to leave you you're terrible" , hear me out. Me and him have been trying to conceive for a year, no luck at all. Just started taking meds for it etc to boost our chances to conceive. Well, I asked him a few weeks ago, to please at least slow down on the jerking off, don't stop completely because that's your alone time and needs just like us women have! Just instead of doing it every single day, just skip a day at least to help our chances, he was all for it, he understood what I was explaining and agreed. Well I walk in this morning again, and find him doing this 🤦🏻‍♀️ I just walked out and let him do his thing. I am so irritated right now, I don't even have the energy to argue or express any feelings at this point. It's not the fact he's masterbating, it's the fact that he lied about being ok with taking a break from it to boost our chances. We don't have sex regularly and porn has been a main factor in our relationship of why we aren't intimate and why we can't concieve. He's all for having a baby supposedly, but can't just take a break for a bit. Idk I'm overreacting right? Who knows anymore how to feel.