Heartbreak
13 dpo today (estimate) prego digital not pregnant. Should be happy right. I’m not. I ended things with a guy I was messing with for the last year. We weren’t exactly committed but it’s not like we were seeing anyone else. Well I said something today and it hit him where it hurt. I sent this huge long text about how I feel about him and how I want to be his rock and he went cold on me. So I got hurt. It’s constantly an emotional rollercoster with him. And I said for the millionth time that I was done. And that’s when I said something that hurt him good. He basically told me to never contact him again and that he’s deleting my number. And I should do the same. And I believe he actually blocked my phone number. I should be happy right? But I’m not I feel like death.
He’s dealing with a dui charge and he’s been dealing with court for a year and all the bullshit and he tells me he doesn’t feel the same way about me as I do for him at least not right now and probably not ever. And that just stung so I told him I hope he goes to jail because this way he will be gone. And well I’m was extreamly hurt because I gave him everything and tried to when I couldn’t. And made me feel like I was nothing but a toy. I was wrong and now idk what to do or think or even feel. Just lying in bed probably going to cry and go to sleep even tho it’s only 550pm
Let's Glow!
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.