I have 2 kids I am a single mom. I love my job, when I’m at work I’m the happiest everyone always says how great of a vibe I have.

The second I get in my car I have to choke back my tears

I am so fucking lonely. I have no one. For 3 years. I have tried dating apps, I have tried mutual friend blind date stuff. I don’t understand. I used to be the most amazing house wife who was married to a narc.

I just want to be loved by a good man and it literally just seems impossible.

Why does nothing ever work out in the love department?