Jaundice

I’ve been crying all day because I got discharged but I my little guy didn’t. Luckily the hospital isn’t super busy and is letting me stay in the room with him, but the phototherapy is emotional torture. He cries for over an hour when he gets put in and then finally goes to sleep. A few hours later he’s back out again to eat and then the process starts all over. I’m emotionally drained. I have 2 toddlers at home that were expecting to see me and their baby brother today. I miss my kids and just want to hold my baby 😭