Feeling uncomfortable after I masturbate TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

Trigger warning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!⚠️please do not comment anything rude here. Please do not victim blame! I just need help.⚠️

...whenever I masturbate alone I feel uncomfortable afterwards sometimes even though I know it's not wrong. I was molested growing up so I think I may have some guilt or shame or something connected to it. I think I feel that way because maybe when I was younger and everything was happening I liked it but also felt like I was doing something bad. People don't understand that at that age you really don't know any better. I was just doing what I was told and I didn't know what to think of it. Liking it is just a natural bodily function, I shouldn't have felt bad about it-the adult in the situation should have.

... I think I usually feel guilty when the orgasm is exceptionally good. Usually my O's are not that big because I have trouble letting loose. It's to sensitive and I'm scared. But idk..has anyone else felt guilty or shameful after masturbating that has also been messed with? How did you over come this?

...I KNOW masturbating isn't wrong, but I FEEL uncomfortable afterwards.