Losing my virginity

Omg y’all last night I lost my virginity. I am a 20 year old and he’s 24. We’ve had a patchy relationship but I was prepared yesterday. I got a bikini wax, I listened to hype music. And the whole thing. Well he came over and we made out, and he asked me if I wanted to continue and I said yes so we went to my room. After that we got to it. And wowie that hurts omg he put it in and I almost cried I was shaking in pain. And literally after a minute he finished on my stomach. Ughhh it wasn’t really what I was expecting and after I just laughed a lot and fell asleep.

I don’t like regret doing it because I knew I made the choice and whats over is over I’m just nervous that it’s not going to get better. Is this what sex really is? I mean is it for him to do 6 in and outs and then be done and that’s it. I’m getting nervous and I wish he would have done something to focus on me.