I wish I would not have gotten a tubal ligation. I want another child. I want son.

Let me tell y’all something and I’m not understanding what this means at all. I’ve been seeing a little black handsome boy with long hair walking beside me. I first noticed him December of 2020. When I didn’t try to get pregnant in February 2020 I got pregnant. Well I lost the baby in April 2020. In July 2020 I became pregnant again and it was very successful. I had a daughter. While I was pregnant with my daughter I started the little boy much often. I literally seen him balled up on my bed sleeping. I have seen his little hand on the corner. I honestly thought it was my 3 year old hand but when I turned around nobody wasn’t there. It started to freak me out alil bit. I seen him in the car in the rear view mirror. I told him I was sorry and I loved him. I haven’t seen him no more after that. I think if I would’ve had another baby it would’ve been a boy. In 2 years I may reverse it. Or should I try the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>?

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