after my ex and i broke up, i got really drunk and hooked up with a guy. i don’t think i need to clarify why i did it but i really needed a rebound to get my mind off things. anyways my ex found out somehow and my first instinct was to deny it because he started calling me a whore for doing it. he started telling me to kill myself and how i’m a waste of life. we had been dating for 7 months before we broke up and the reason for the break up was how controlling he was when we were together. i admitted to everything last night to him because i felt i owed him that but then he called me and proceeded to tell me how i’m a waste of life, how i should throw myself off a balcony and how everyone is going to hate me for what i did.

i don’t feel like i really did anything wrong because i was single when it happened. but now i don’t know if i’m in the wrong because of the way he’s reacting.