Sexual attraction

My boyfriend is pretty much all I’ve ever wanted in a man. And I really want things to work out. He’s so kind to me, handsome, we’re really compatible.

However.. I don’t feel sexually attracted to him the same way I have felt to partners in my past. Not to say I never enjoy the sex, but I never enjoy it like I used to.

One of the main things is.. his SALIVA. oh my god. So sloppy. Even when he kisses me it’s so wet it grosses me out. And I don’t like the sounds he makes during sex or the faces he makes.

It really tears me up because I feel I have no good reason to feel this way.. I just do. And he knows I feel this way because I pull away when he tries to kiss me. Only because I know it’ll be slobbery and I can’t stand the cold wetness of it. Even typing it has me making a grossed out face.

I did tell him if he could not be so.. wet.. when he kisses me but I don’t think he realizes he does it. Please help. Has anyone else dealt with this. Also I hate the way cum smells. Starting to think I might just be a full blown lesbian.

Also, I’m on birth control so I don’t know if that affects it.