Love life

I’m 19 and I’ve only ever had 1 boyfriend and it lasted just under a month. I feel like I’m the oddball in society because I don’t have a boyfriend or anything romantic. I don’t wanna be 30 having my first kid. My mom had me at 20. I feel like I’m falling behind on the “agenda” for life. Is it bad that I feel like this? Of course I have other priorities like school and focusing on getting a career but I would like someone by my side to tell me I can do it when I feel like I can’t.