Heading in to egg retrieval now


I hate ERs because it feels like so much can go wrong at every step. Will we make it on time, will he be able to give his sample, will my weight be ok (I’m close to the cutoff), will I have eggs (I have DOR), will they be mature, will they fertilize? I’ve done this once before and I also know that even if things go off ok, eggs fail to implant, or you miscarry, but this is the part where everything might be for nothing. It’s so much risk of failure, and it starts with such a volatile process.

Sorry to be a downer; it’s just all in my head and I had to get it out. Keeping fingers crossed for some viable eggs in there.