This weekend I was all over the place. I started having negative thoughts about my relationship with my boyfriend and stated what was bothering me. We talked and talked and for whatever reason I I always go to the extreme and think we should just break up which is so wrong of me and I always say things like it may just be easier to break up. My angel boyfriend refuses to go down that path and he always gets upset saying he would fight for us no matter what.

I feel so bad that my dumb ass would just assume the worst and think a break up would be the best thing for us. It wouldn’t. I spent the whole day depressed and crying and then realized how selfish and dumb I was being. I wrote my boyfriend an apology letter and we talked it out and made up. I just feel so bad because I stressed him out yesterday and he was worried about the state of our relationship. I didn’t think about how he would feel when I said what I felt and just thought of my own feelings. We made up, talked it over and moved on. I just feel so bad.

Please don’t judge me as I am not perfect and realize how good of a man I have. Has anyone done this before?