I’m getting tired of confusion. Don’t get me wrong, it’s actually nice to have emotional bonding with anyone but it shouldn’t have to feel like crushing. It’s horrible to feel hopeful about feeling something with someone that doesn’t even the same for you. The more you spend time with them, the more you feel passionate about them… it feels heartbreaking on the long run.

I tend to confuse my feelings for people. This time, i might’ve felt “in love” with my cousin, my favorite cousin… the only person in my family that i feel confident talking to.

Emotionally bonding all summer, and by the time he had to go back to his hometown (literally in another country) i felt like my heart was kinda broken. When he got there, he texted me… but I don’t think I should keep texting him back, i don’t wanna make myself feel things I shouldn’t.

What the actual fuvk!