Putting my 1yr old up for adoption

I’m just so tired 😭😭 I suffer from depression and anxiety real bad & I just feel like im mentally just not there where I should be to take care of her, I love her so much but I don’t enjoy being a mom, I feel myself getting lazy when it comes to bathing her or just simply doing what im suppose to do. Im only 19 & I just hate my body & my mind is so twisted.. I barely have any help from anyone & when I tried to tell my mom what was going on she told me to just take it day by day.. no real solution I really am considering giving her to a much better family because I honestly don’t feel like I can give her what she deserves.. I feel like I just need to take care of myself first before I end up losing my mind completely.. Im scared of the judgment that it may bring but I honestly feel like I love her enough to give her better.. I will be so scared because I don’t want anything bad happening to her but I have to think about my mental health and my well being.