Af came, disappointed

Amber

As if it was like my first time ever trying..I was really disappointed. Why? No clue, I knew I was not pregnant. It’s so stupid and I hate it. First cycle trying after our third miscarriage and wished it was so easy. Obviously we don’t have a problem conceiving so I was so hopeful. Planning and all the trying on the right days, it hit me in the face this morning. I got in the shower and just stood there. I definitely do NOT miss this. The break of not trying for a couple months was amazing. Thanks for listening.