Is it so fucking hard to just put notes in a person charts that’s accurate. I mean damn how hard is it to just list to your damn patients. Im glad I never stopped seeing the second doctor because I promise the 1st one is very stupid. This is why the death rate for black women giving birth is so high. Doctors think they know your body better than you know your own.

I read all my notes and test results. From both doctors. Ive actually been seeing three a specialist in fetal medicine and then my OBs. Fetal medicine being seeing me since 20wks. I started seeing the every 3wks then 2wks and at 32wks every week.

OB 1 every 4weeks until 33wks every week since. OB2 every 4wks until 27wks then every 2wks. OB2 works with fetal medicine so when they put me on weekly she would see me every two still just to go over the things fetal medicine was recommending. Love OB2 she actually listens to my concerns. Since pregnant I’ve been coughing up blood. I address with all three doctors. I mentioned to OB1 but it stopped. She told me get TB test. I didn’t refuse I had just took one three days before and was giving results that and they negative. I explained that it stopped for a while so never mentioned again then it started back but just little bits not a lot. Then boom 32wks after my appointment with fetal medicine it was so much I took pictures for each doctor. Seen OB1 first told him same thing and he wanted me to test for TB and covid. I told him I knew it wasn’t either as I was already tested for TB negative. And it wasn’t covid because it happened 8yrs ago while pregnant with my daughter. So he put in for me top see a couple specialist but they all won’t see me until after baby I understand. I see fetal medicine they say same thing. I finally get notifications for my clinic notes. He put in chart I refused TB test the flu shot, I had already told him I had my flu shot for the year and that I did get tested for TB and it was negative. That I’m lying about my relationship and I’m unsafe but how can you tell that when my husband had already went to get car and you never met him because he just now was allowed to come in with me now I’m pissed. This was at my 33wk appointment. Today see OB1 again was told they going to have to preform a hysterectomy when I have my c section. Then say will you be getting tubes tied I said no. Then ask if I want birth control, then I say no. Said they keep asking until delivery. I’ve made my mind up don’t ask no more. I get notes tonight and boom they say because of my previous c section they have to do hysterectomy. Then said I had my right fallopian tube removed because of surgical removal of ectopic.

Now I’m even pissed. I had a ectopic last year in my right tube. I had my right tube tied in 2006 after I had my son than changed mind so they didn’t tied my left. I had a shot to terminate my ectopic last year not surgery and they did it so they know I didn’t have surgery. I seen Fetal medicine yesterday as well seen them first they’ve been seeing me since I was 5m. Never once mentioned that my placenta was going to cause me to get hysterectomy and they done ultrasounds every visit. I’m sure if they seen that happened they would have gave me heads up. After reading my chart with OB1 I feel they’re going to do they best to sterilize me. Even though I don’t want more kids. I don’t want the complications the every woman in my family had after a tubal. Now I just don’t even trust them.