Nervous about my first ultrasound after 2 losses

Zanetka 👼 👼 👼 👼

Tomorrow I'm going in for my first ultrasound. I'll be 7w1d. I'm excited but also very weary about getting too happy. I've had 2 previous losses and no living kids yet. I'm so scared the doctor will give me bad news. I don't think I could handle a third miscarriage. I hate that I can't let myself enjoy pregnancy 😒

How are you feeling about seeing your rainbow baby for the first time ?