Did your bloody show look like This?

So sorry about this gross picture.

Unfortunately this is the only picture I have bc I didnt take a picture while it was actually red. I went pee at the hospital and when I wiped it was all red! Looked just like my period. Had a cervix exam right after a few swab tests and all the doctors equipment was bloody red. Went to the bathroom again after that and I lost my mucus plug (I think) into the toilet. But It didn’t look anything like the pictures I’ve seen you all post on here. It looked like a huge blood clot. It was red and brown. Not clear or milky or snotty looking at all. But I’m assuming that was my

Plug or bloody show bc of the size of it and it just looked.. Like a plug.. and doctor and nurse kept considering this my bloody show. So anyways I was sent home bc they said I’m not quite ready but I’ve been constantly leaking this brown blood (or whatever it is) since I left. There is blood every time I wipe, more blood on the pad every time I check it. Just wondering if this is what it was like for anyone else? All the other bloody shows I’ve seen on here were reddish streaks in their whiteish looking mucus plug. Kinda feeling like a freak

Also for those of you who had a bloody show, how long after did you have your baby in your arms? I’m 40+1 now