I'm tired

Tia 🌈

I'm just going to let it go. Everything I do I do it wrong. Found out I have cyst on my ovary that are bursting when I get on my period thats my camps are so bad. Have a ecpotic in 2017 got told yesterday at the doctors that it been 3.5 years of trying for the 4th time I got told I should see a fertility doctor. I'm only 27 and my body been though so much. My husband wants kids then when that time come we don't have sex when it's important to. I got one tube left and they think something is wrong with it. Have you ever felt like you would be the best mom your at that stage in your life where you want kids but it's not looking to good for you. Ik this isn't making since but just some of the things going on in my mind. Maybe be it's not meant for me maybe I'm meant to be a great aunt, godmother, sister, wife. People say it happens when you forget about it but I just can't help but wonder. I really gave up I'm done asking my husband if he wants kids. Yes ik people may say your and don't give up since 2017 my life has changed.