Leave or stay…

My husband and I have been together 7 years, we have been actively trying for 4 years for a baby. At this point I’m accepting that we will not have one; while he still believes we will. I’ve tried not to let it bother me until his dad made a comment about us trying for one and if we want him to know his grandkid than we better get on it.

I could see the hurt in both their faces, now I’m rethinking our whole relationship. Is it horrible that I want to leave so he could find someone else?

I love him but he deserves nothing but the best and I can see how it’s killing him not to be a dad specially when all his friends are.

Yes we have seen two different fertility doctors both refused to do anything because of my endometriosis, PCOS, and only one tube/ovary.