Herpes and depression?

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Hey, found out a week or 2 ago I have Herpes, every time I get outbreaks my life changes drastically. I feel like everyone will judge me, I don’t want to leave my apartment, sex feels weird afterwards because I don’t want my husband to get it but we are TTC and he is very supportive (he says he doesn’t care if he gets herpes) but it’s so horrible for me why would I be okay knowing I can give that to him? Im on medication during outbreaks but I don’t really know who can I talk about this because I feel like im the only one going through this and my family is supportive but im not sure they understand where I am mentally. Any advice?