Had a bad US yesterday

So 2 weeks ago my GYN told me she thinks there's an abnormality with my babies aorta but she wasn't 100% sure because she had trouble visualizing everything.

So yesterday they set up an US with a high risk OB/GYN and she also had trouble visualizing everything, even after an abdominal and really painful vaginal US.

Yesterday I was hoping I'd finally know what's going on, but to make things worse she even told me there might also be an abnormality with the ventricles in his brain.

So now I have an urgent MRI next Thursday (normally there are wait lists up to 6 weeks depending on the urgency) and we get the results on Friday, the OB/GYN, pediatrician and a cardiologist for children will all be available if needed...

After losing one of my twins at 13 weeks, heavy bleeding for 5 weeks after that, I'm now hearing this at 28+5 and I'm completely broken

Up untill my 23 weeks US (had one then because of a severe asthma attack and they wanted to check on baby boy) everything was looking fine, my NIPT test was fine,... Idk, I feel overwhelmed one moment and then I'm just sitting here feeling empty and alone