So, right after I graduated High School I became sick. Fevers every day, full body skin rash, severe joint pain, and growing lymph nodes. I was unable to work at all. I couldn’t even go to the store how much pain I was in. It took 4 years going to doctor to doctor to figure out what was wrong. It mostly because I had a crappy doctor that I should’ve fired but didn’t know any better. After I forced him to send me to a specialist I finally got to know what was wrong with me.

I have a rare autoimmune disease. After my diagnosis I was able to try different kinds of medicines to get it under control.

I haven’t been able to work at all, I had plans for college after High School but was unable to go due to being sick.

The past 2 years I’ve been trying to get my disease under control. After my diagnosis my brother got diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. So I stayed by his side for 2 whole years until he passed away from it. And now 6 months later I figured since I feel better for the most parts and I spend all the time I could with my brother. I can finally start working.

I am little bit afraid I won’t be able to stand those long periods of time. I get sooo fatigue was walking around Walmart that’s it’s painful. But I really wanna make some money for myself and get out of the house. My medication is doing good for me! I still get rashes but they aren’t as painful and my fevers are pretty much gone besides low grade ones every so often.

I feel like I could do this now. I do have anxiety about starting something I’ve never done. I pretty much chose a physical demanding job. Housekeeping for cabins. But it’s the only job around my town. I live in a very small area.

I didn’t really wanna do fast food because I’m terrible with money. I get anxiety and I’ll miscount one cent off or something. The housekeeping job will only be 40 hours a week so I figured that’s not too bad. Sorry just ranting

Although if any of you have any advice on being fatigue please comment! I haven’t found anything that helps.