I hate how scary this is

So a bit of a long story, but I’ve been bleeding on & off since 4 weeks, all my scans have showed no source of the bleeding and baby is perfect. I’m now 9 weeks and I’ve started bleeding again, but this time a bit worse, I’m so confused why i keep bleeding 😥🥺💔 It’s so hard to know if baby is ok or not, my last scan was at 8w3d as i had bleeding and small clots, to my surprise baby was absolutely fine. But now I’m terrified again that something is wrong 😔 I can’t get another scan until 10 weeks but we’re now in lockdown which has the potential to go on for a while..meaning no scan until 12 weeks. (I will add throughout this whole time i’ve had cramps on & off at the same time as the bleeding)