I need some kind of hope

Hollie

So the last few weeks I’ve been praying that this month is gonna be the month that I’ll find out I’m gonna be a mum and it’s proper taken a toll on my mental health my sister in law she was nervous to tell me she was pregnant then today my best friend told me she was too and as much as I was happy for them the happiness inside me started to fade away my period is due in less than a week currently 7dpo had my first positive ovulation test too and honestly I’m just hoping this month is it coz me and the bf have been trying for 3 years and nothing not even a slight sign and since the positive ovulation test I had some hope I need to have my spirit rise up I’ve always suffered badly with my mental health more towards this kind of subject just pray every night and day that this month is the month 🙏🙏🙏🥺🥺😔😔