If I leave I won’t have keys to get back in. If I leave he threatens to take our son from me. He claims I’m unfit and have no money and no where to live. He betrayed me. He now has recorded me. Something my ex did so he would have something to bring to court. Recording me raising my voice or him voicing me “unfit” my trust in him is completely gone and I know now. He’s not in it for me. He’s in it for the sake of our son. Our love is lost. Our visions are different. Our mindsets our different . We are not who we once were. He calls my first born a rude disrespectful asshole. He shames me in every possible way. He uses my body for sex. There is no love and affection. I’m his punching bag. I never though someone you love would treat you so wrong. It’s so sad. I don’t know how to leave or gain the strength to leave because I have nothing