Technically I should be in the August group but I’ve been here all along! My c-section is scheduled for August 30th. I’m having a hard time as it’s getting closer. Besides the overwhelming exhaustion, discomfort and the nonstop peeing I’m feeling sad. I’m so excited but I can’t help but be worried how this will make my son feel. I love him so much. I know it will be an adjustment it just hit me today. People are staring to ask how they can help with the baby. All I can think of is the baby is fine. My three year old needs extra love and attention! I just need to say that and not be afraid to tell people what we need and it’s not “holding the baby” Just needed to vent. Also, I wish my husband wasn’t so busy with work. We barely see each other 😢 This is just life I guess.