Breastfeeding not working

Please no shame. I am 4 days postpartum with my second. Had a c section and a little traumatic. I’ve been trying to breastfeed but it’s just not working out for us. Now my boobs are getting huge and hurt. What do I do? I don’t feel like I want to continue bc this journey is too difficult for both of us. Nipples are cracked and starting to bleed. My recovery is also extremely taxing this time. Just not sure what to do with my boobs…

Thanks