Feeling guilty 😢

Today was a hard day (mentally). I’ve been struggling a lot with depression and anxiety during this pregnancy, so instead of cooking dinner I told my husband to bring home food after work. Idk why but I feel so guilty about this. It’s silly and I shouldn’t but I just do. I’ve been feeling overwhelmed by motherhood lately (I also have a almost 3 year old) and to be honest, I just feel burnt out. I had a terrible first trimester with sickness, depression, and anxiety. Today I physically feel fine but mentally I do not. I just want a break from everything.