I always been under weight my home town they didnt care and didnt see issues they would all make fun of me basically telling me to shut up I'm lucky etc at that time I hated my weight I know it wasnt healthy I'm 5'1 my weight was between 70 to 80 where I live now i have amazing doctor I'm on meds to help me and as of now I'm 104lbs I'm happy dont get me wrong and I'm trying to to complain but now I feel fat and I hate it I feel so ugly wearing dressing all I see is big stomach this is the first time i ever weighed this much I'm so not use to my weight I know physical my weight is better but mentally I hate it so much where I'm trying my best to keep eating not to cut anything or just stop eating but right now it's just so hard and I have no clue what to do or how to make me fee better