Finally 🌈


After two consecutive losses, one miscarriage and one ectopic, I finally have a rainbow. 🌈

I hope I’m not alone in this, but does anyone else feel robbed of excitement coming from losses? I have been trying for a year to get pregnant, it’s all I have wanted, but after having two losses, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t crying from pure anxiety and fears instead of joy. Even my husbands reaction to finding out was muted and reserved. It’s been a tough year for us.

If you pray. I ask that you please keep me in your thoughts and prayers, because I’m not sure I can go through this a third time.