How do you deal with feeling like a jealous jerk when you’re struggling to get pregnant? We’ve been trying for almost a year for our first. I didn’t expect it to happen right away, but I also didn’t expect we’d be in this boat a year later. Feel like I’m getting bitter and I don’t know how to fix it. We have a close friend who is currently pregnant and it’s hard to hear about it all the time… and have another close friend who is not currently trying but is not preventing and I think I might lose it if that friend ends up pregnant before we do. What is wrong with me that I’m so jealous and negative about it all? Ugh. Just ranting. Spent our entire adult lives trying not to get pregnant and now can’t manage it when we actually want to. 😞