Am I overreacting? Where's my self love?

I just finished to my bf earlier today how I feel unloved, appreciated, and how he always puts his friends before me. We met up and were suppose to talk. When I came he was with his friends drinking and told me to sit with them. I told him I thought it was going to be us two. Then another friend came to the table and told him to go to the casino. He decided to go. After arguing he convinced me to come. It was suppose to 30 mins here. Once we entered he said "im going to give you money. Go somewhere else. Walk around. You're bad luck." Then I said are you serious? This is why you invite me? He said "fine. Come"

I walked away. Went to the bathroom then the bar. Didn't even notice I left....

30 mins passed by and I called him and said "are you serious? You didn't even notice i left...."

I'm super far away from my house. A cab is over $100 and in public transportation it's 1.5 hr. I have my stuff in his car....

I know I need to leave...I really do. Guess I'm just holding on until I have nothing but pure hatred for him.....

I'm pathetic staying with a guy that treats me this way. Where's my self love?