C section nervousness

So this is my 3rd go around with c sections, 1st was an emergency and I was so out of it I barely remember anything, second during my spinal they hit a nerve which scared the s$!t out of me.. and now I’m having my 3rd.. my section is scheduled for the 3rd but could be sooner, I’m so petrified this time around like I don’t remember being this nervous last time!