Confusing bf

I feel like I’m more obsessed with myself than my bf is of me. And I feel like I’m way more obsessed with him than he is of me too. Like I’ll post him and stare at photos of him and adore him when we are together and non stop smile at him. When there’s love songs I get all lovey dovey and will try to kiss him and do this and that, but he doesn’t stay lovey dovey like he start a random conversation. He doesn’t do that to me and he says he’s in love with me and this and that but it’s those tiny things that make me feel loved that I don’t see nor does he do. When I send him photos he’ll say stuff like oooo you’re so cute. But that’s what makes ke so confused 😭